Its been about a month since my last post… Sheesh. I don’t even know where to begin.
When I started this tumblr, I had just broken off my engagement and my relationship with a guy that I thought I’d be with ‘forever’… It was hard at first to get over what had happened because it was something I initiated and wanted… Or so I thought? I have always had an independent woman mentality when it came to my girlfriends’ relationship problems, but when I was in the hot seat, I was “that girl.” The girl who cried and thought that my life would be nothing without him and blah blah.
Heartbreak isn’t easy, but it doesn’t mean life is over. It means it has only begun… Everyday is a new day. A chance to make a change. Take it! This whole experience has been awesome. I can’t thank God enough for giving me the strength to get through it. I’d be lying if I said, I don’t think about him sometimes. Can ya blame me? He was my ‘first love’ but I can say that life goes on and the only thing I can do is have faith that God knows what he is doing. I’m living life. I’m doing me. I am young and I am having fun.